Don't take this for granted

I want to use my feet while i have them 

    I want to run a 5k, 10k, and half a marathon

    I want to hike in the Grand Canyon

    I want to go whitewater rafting

I want to use my vision while it is vital 

    I want to surround myself with art and color

    I want to write my books and poems while i can see the words

    I want to see the faces of Hallie and Oliver's babies

I want to get strong before my weakness inhibits me

    I want a strong core to allow me better posture and digestion

    I want strong pectoral muscles to support my  breast tissue

    I want efficient muscles so any diabetic complications are more easily handled

I want to consume music like a junkie does drugs

    Today: Pink Floyd's The Dark Side of the Moon 

        I've never listened to it. And it is pretty prolific in American Culture

I want to build my house. Construct my dreams. 

So for this all to be a real goal I need to have a date in mind. So my 40th Birthday, I want to have all of these things checked off my list and be ready for a new list. 

Today...

I want to fall crazy in love someday. A real partnership with another person. A friendship that runs deep with love, care, compassion, adventure, growth, and promise. 

I see a man like Nick and realize that there really are men of superior quality that share so many interests and values. I still am unsure how to find them when they are available and proximal but I know they exist and for now I will be happy just knowing that fact. 

In the meanwhile... C'est Libby 

I forget that this free-form outlet is here for me.

 I feel like life is moving on like a switch flipped. As if the skies shifted and things have finally turned right side up again. Patience serves a person well.      Things just have a revived energy. The mess of the outside world has been drowned out by personal growth and change. I start a new job tomorrow that potentially could really improve my finances, with better insurance to take better care of my health. I feel as though the Universe has put me back on my feet along my path. Not sure what pushed me off or exactly when it happened but the last 6 months or so haven't been in that realm. k

I am ready to take on the world again. Pursue my best life. Take tenacious aim at my life and the goals i have for myself. 

Creative content feels like it is starting to heat up in my core. I can feel the pressure of a massive explosion of ideas and words and energy for my writing career starting to build. 

On a side note I think the book officially shut on B.F. and I am at peace with being finished with it. 

On to my next adventures.