The wounds a person carries sometimes seem healed until a new situation reminds us of those old wounds and the pain feels more intense than it had before.
I know he doesn’t know how much I am aching because I don’t communicate my disappointment and anger. The Rob and Lindsay upset has me so paranoid that I’ll once again be left crushed. I’m trying to self protect. And what I really want is to just tell Bob that i think it’s time to try dating each other.
I do have other things to work on and focus on- like a new job. But this situation has my cortisol going crazy.
I am frustrated feeling like he won’t try something unless it seems impossible. And we seem very possible. 🤯😩
I know he doesn’t know how much I am aching because I don’t communicate my disappointment and anger. The Rob and Lindsay upset has me so paranoid that I’ll once again be left crushed. I’m trying to self protect. And what I really want is to just tell Bob that i think it’s time to try dating each other.
I do have other things to work on and focus on- like a new job. But this situation has my cortisol going crazy.
I am frustrated feeling like he won’t try something unless it seems impossible. And we seem very possible. 🤯😩
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