Onward!

Wow. That moment when you realize how messed up you are. I am sure I seem a crazy woman. But at least now I can recover from my love stupor and move on to my holistic satisfaction. I wish I didn't have to blow up a friendship in the process, but I guess it wasn't a healthy friendship if I was hiding so much of my side.

But I feel "cathartically" cleansed. And empowered to move along with my life goals.

and part of me will always have love for Reggie but I get that it isn't quite as destined as I felt. Time to be the success I am supposed to be.